In the early morning rain?

Dont sleep very well. bad dreams and the whole world on my shoulder, when waking up!

Is not so every night, mercy my lord, and thanks for thath.

No bombs falling around my house, no IS standing outside my door and no Ebola arround my corner. and even j dream nightmare of the day of dustruction,

worried but all News or worried to wake up dead-Have no thought, why dreaming nightmare so often?

Have money and food arround for at least one year with out salery , so to started hunting in the wood will be the next problem.

Otherweiss? Life shinning, no well paid job, no f.cking wife and one f-cking black cat how eat fish and hunting rats most of his time!

Was to see doctor three times this year, Hurting problems with my back and and legs. and say to the doctor  thath "viagra" tablet works in wrong direction- Buy the way, wake up with hearth decis during spring time this year, going by ambulance to hospital, but no wrong with my hearth,was food poission they guess at hospital, and send me home after two days of humanity and good care!

Their is no reason to see backwards, just to look forward, The cat has nine life and jve almoust ten if j would wish. So please, lord. Dont call, if not very importent. Jve have to be earth bounded for many years moore.please!


Saturday and november 29, year 2014 and sun set and darkness own the wole land and rain falling outside my window-. One scottish whiskey for me (6 cl) and bottom up/regds Hasse S!